Saturday, November 09, 2002
I guess I'm not interesting enough to be an "Interesting Charactor"...It's because I never wrote a book on ettiqutte, isn't it?
I keep posting because my parents aren't letting me loose! ARGh... I'm going to disapear now...
My response to the writing exercise in AP Eng. It was supposed to help us find a topic for our personal essay. I had fun... but it wasn't that that helped. HereI am defending myself against Satan, who is trying to prevent me from getting into college. This is supposed to be my closing statement to the jury:
People of the court, Ladies and Gentlemen of the Jury, I stand before you and beg you to realize that the power of Christ compels you to save this young woman from a lifetime of misplaced wandering and throw open the doors to her future. She sits here and presents herself to you- bearing her very soul to your mercies in the hope that there will be some glimmer of conscience between you and you will not throw her to the dogs and bar the doors to eternity- Allow her her future and let her into her own version of heaven which is your campus. Do not succumb to the cheap and fleeting temptations of the Devil, as they try to bring her down- instead look to the everlasting glory and light of our G~d. I leave it to you, the people, to know what is right.
MORE WRITING EXERCISES TO COME: yay... I have two/three depending on how you count diff topics.
I FEEL SO ALIVE!!... Haha. I want to go run around in the rain... but alas, I get to clean my room and apply for a seasonal job... maybe. Perhaps I can "go missing" for a little while and sit out on my wall. The greens are so green and everything smells fresh and inside it's warm and outside it's not, and I'm going to float rose-petal boats down my street!
Thursday, November 07, 2002
Everyone seems more openly loving and a little more comfortable... and even a little more polite...I'm in such a good mood.... I hope it rains tomorrow. I have the fireplace on and its cold outside and I'm going on a walk soon and the only way it could be better is if I had a nice drink and the time to read a book. A FICTION book... Of course it's classic fiction... At least I think it is. hm... It's a toss-up today between "A Study in Scarlet" {Sherlock Holmes is the only Mystery I can stand} or Dracula. I've read them both, but today's just that kind of day! I'm soooo tired of stomps. I need to practice the whole thing through. I can do the bits and pieces thing very well. I need to be able to grasp it as a whole before I can perfect it individually. ah, bah....
Ciaociao!!
Tuesday, November 05, 2002
I want to re-focus my life. Actually, I don't. I want to learn more about what my life should be. That way I might actually have a chance at getting to my ideal( 10/13/2002 9:59:52 PM )I want to develop my own political theories and think and reaserch them outside what I get from my mother. That means I have to study government, read up on theories, and decide what I really believe in. I want to study my religion. That means I need to really start observing the sacraments. I need to be ready for church. I need to fast so I can take communion. I need to learn my faith to recognize my Baptism and Chrismation. I need to, one day, go to confession.
I need to do a lot of things. But I can't remember them right now.
Monday, November 04, 2002
When Hallowe'en first happened, I felt all excited and I wanted to tell everyone and it was a major adrenaline rush.Later I realized how everyone else took it and I felt kind of distant because I still had a residual excited feeling.
Now I feel kindof strange and yet better because I'm realizing how bad everything could've been.
Who has my lettre that I wrote? I kinda wanted to type it out. Today was pretty, euh... "heavy". Everybody got all weepy, and then it all happened over again at lunch. We probably won't get along much better, but we're all a little closer. I have more to say but like always I got ahead of myself as I was thinking about what I was going to type and forgot what it was.
Sunday, November 03, 2002
My sister just called classical music annoying.I haven't the words.
She yelled at me to turn mine off. It's been playing since friday night.
Wow. Serious scare. I couldn't find my Journal/Treatises/Memoirs and I thought it had "gone missing". I went crazy for about 20 mins before I remebered to look where I had stacked a bunch of stuff I didn't want to look at any longer. That could've been disasterous.
Not that I wite some deep dark secrets or anything. But they just aren't the kinda of thing I'd like to go mainstream. I know there's some people I'd feel ok showing it to. But they aren't really in a position to be shown right now. I need to write more in it, and talk more to them. Then we can exchange stories by the fireside or something. hum... Now I feel all happy because I found it and I'm thinking about them. I'm pretty proud of some of my ideas. And I'd really like to show someone, but not anyone. A lot of people wouldn't understand the point. Oh well. I've been writing them since.. um... 8th grade I think. All kinds of stuff. I should re-read it. I haven't written in it for a looonnggg time. I should start again. Eh la... A Tout a l'heure!
Um, I'd like to say I love all you BFC even if you might not exactly love me right now. And I hope no one takes my reaction the wrong way. Or personally. Or anything.
I want tea... Apple Cinnamon Tea. There wasn't any at the market. Hm... I'm still dwelling on the cappuccino... I felt so underdressed.
Me being stupid: I'm sooo annoyed with the CHP. And 911. They suck. Kinda. But not. Yeah.
